courage

I usually don’t write about my work in here. I don’t feel the need to vent about this part of my life online. But today has been one of those days… I wish (and I believe) that one day I will proudly say that I love my job.  Right now my current job is just a job. Nine to five. Nothing exciting.  I show up, do my work and go home to spend some precious time with my family.

But even though the work is not fulfilling me, I do my best every day. I try to come up with more efficient ways how to deal with the flow of my working day. Sometimes it fails, sometimes it works. It is a learning process and I stand behind my hard work even though it means to get vulnerable sometimes.

I found a quote by C.S. Lewis online (it’s from his book: The Voyage of The Dawn Treader) which speaks to me big volume today:

Courage, dear heart.

I’m becoming more confident with myself and start believing in myself more. Every challenge, I go through, makes me stronger. And as another quote I found today says:

Sometimes the bad things that happen in our lives put

us directly on the path to the best things

that will ever happen to us.

The opportunity which will make my heart sing will come one day. I know it. I can feel it. It is just a matter of time and patience.